This year has kicked our rears to no end. Many of us feel like we are about to break wondering when will all this end? Are you feeling this?
Various folks in the spiritual communities are saying we are experiencing what is called the “dark night of the soul”, but do we really know what this means?
If you are wondering what the heck is going on in the air????
Have you read any of my 2020 energy forecast yet? Click here for initial 2020 forecast with end of January karmic update here, 4/4/20 COVID Energy update here, Facing the shadows May update here, and my June spiritual medicine during times of unrest update here.
Please post your comments and feedback so I know if these posts resonate with you or not.
In this video:
I define what the phrase “dark night of the soul” means
Holy cow. Talk about energetic shift shows knocking us for a loop forcing us to release old belief systems, fears, traumas in order for us to step forward into our authenticity and personal soul-based power. I talked about the “Mid January 2019 Cosmic Energy Updates and What You Need To Know” in a video on YouTube. Click here to watch the video.
As I have said previously, I am not immune to these shifts. I am grateful for the skill sets I have learned and still learning to help me navigate these shifts hopefully with a little more finesse.
What January Taught Us:
clear away blocks of resistance
purge the old outdated stuff, things, people, relationships, etc
resistance to this change yielded lots of disruptions in our health, personal life, careers etc.
taught us more about the need for community and collaborations
that self care has never been more important than ever before to get to where we want to go and be.
understand that we need to call in reinforcements to help us.
working with our shadows.
Over the past month I have been expanding, growing and building collaborations all while the shadow stuff still emerges in us all. There is a lot in the works right now that I can not share with you just yet, but it is VERY exciting. Keep checking out our calendar for updates.
My Journey from January to February
I am about to embark on some big life transformations that I’ve waited so long for. I can’t share the details yet,
It is ok to periodically stop and say f*** it for a “self-care” soulful PAUSE. I did this the other day when I made an impromptu stop at the beach in Duxbury, MA in order to digest it all and collect my thoughts.
I remembered to breathe deep cleansing nourishing soulful breaths.
I reconnected to the roots of my BE-ing.
I felt the ocean breezes invigorate and cleanse my BE-ing.
I gazed over towards the sun that was struggling to break through the dark stormy clouds.
I felt the sand beneath my feet grounding me to Mother Earth.
I practiced gratitude for all that is and all that is to come.
Above it all, I felt close to home … home inside my very BE-ing.
I was reminded that my anxious fears are not because of lack of anything, but because I am closer to becoming the kind of “whole” that I haven’t felt in decades and question “how” to get it done.
Sometimes we fear failure. Sometimes we fear success. What if … what if. .. I actually succeed? What if …? And the flood of anxious emotions surface
It has definitely been a fear of success and feeling of being overwhelmed with all the great things I’ve been working towards. For now, I called in my inner dragon warrior goddess to blaze through the remaining obstacles easily and effortlessly.
Today, I stand before you as I am that I AM – unapologetic, raw, pure, soulful, heart filled with dragon beside me to guide me.
Thank you all for being a part of this journey with me.
February Reveals:
residuals from the January eclipses are still affecting us as the ripples begin to level out if we surrender to the process
breakthroughs in many areas of our life – physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually
understanding the deeper meanings of self love and what that looks like
deeper understanding that what is reflected external is what is also reflected internal
deeper ventures into the shadows to heal, release, bring into light
more shedding of old beliefs, traumas, and situations to people, places, and things.
self-empowerment
ability to step forward into your personal power increases.
continued battles between ego mind and the soul.
As we move through the month of February, it’s important to press PAUSE. Take a slow deep breath and repeat. Then make sure your choices, decisions, reactions, actions are coming from a place of soul.
Learning to connect with the divine within and tapping into the wisdoms of the body can help you with this process.
Be gentle with yourself and trust that your soul has your back.
Here are TWO new blog posts to check out:
#TimesUp Healers & Reiki Practitioners. Plus, Tips on Finding a Reiki Practitioner (including video). Click here
12 Tips and 10 Questions to Ask a Reiki Practitioner and/or Teacher When Healing Trauma. Click here
In the meantime, I am here to help you. Don’t forget to pause, breathe and take a moment for yourself.
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