We will talk about what has been happening w/ a summary in the areas of
Numerology
Mercury Retrograde
Mars Retrograde
Recent Space Weather events
Recent electrical events on Earth
Tomorrow’s Full Moon
How Halloween factors in all this
AND 5 TIPS on where to focus NOW
My goal with this post is to provide some energetic psychic insight to what is happening from as pure of a state as possible while giving spiritual guidance on how to navigate these polarizing energies while balancing any triggers we may encounter along the way.
Wow … this September new moon was a doozy for this empath, Pisces, and intuitive. I thought I would share with you my experience yesterday. How I pause and my processes leading up to this morning. I call it the #cantmakethisshitup story with signs.
The story may be different than yours, but I am curious to know if you’re experiencing anything similar maybe with signs or polarity or processing.
I started my morning early with a multitude of signs starting with cardinal/finch feather then a juvenile turkey feather and followed by a mourning dove feather all before 7am.
Signs galore on the new moon of 9/17/20
Then around noon time, I took the puppy for a walk to find a $5 bill in the parking lot. Ok signs? feathers? One? Two? Three? Four signs in a few hours? Now I think, something must be up and it is more than just the new moon or is it?
The energies this week with the uncontrolled fires on the west coast mirroring the anger and rage within the hearts of folks in the US had the trauma survivor, empath, and intuitive in me amped up with stuff coming at me from all different directions despite my feet firmly planted on the ground.
When to Pause
The veils have been quite thin since the sun entered its new solar cycle 25 and mars went retrograde. I can feel it. With this new moon hailed by astrologers to be one potentially a productive one, I saw opportunity, desire, and need for space for this new moon ritual, but something was not aligning.
When things are NOT flowing as easily or effortlessly as I had hoped in this process, I see this equally as a sign.
I recognized the power in the pause.
So I stopped.
I paused.
I attempted to get myself in alignment to tap into the new moon as well as all the other crazy energies for vision and clarity and struggled a bit mostly because I wanted to go DEEP to ensure my egoic mind is NOT impeding.
However, there was lots of static creating lots of indecision.
Gracie the 12mo old mix breed pup
When this happens I usually need alone time out in nature to quiet the static and listen to the whispers of the divine. This was ANOTHER sign that I was NOT to go through this process in a LIVE video, but needed to sit and work through this alone.
So I took Gracie (the 12 month old puppy I am fostering & rehabbing.) outside to accomplish 2 things.
1) to attempt more off leash training
2) to get myself grounded, centered and connected to the natural world around me. I know that when I access this, I access one of my so called super powers for the wisdom, clarity, and answers I seek.
Then THIS happened yesterday while outside …
The 5th sign on the new moon on 9/17/20 – Turkey feather.
… the 5th #sign of the day with MORE turkey. This one is an adult. The other from yesterday morning that I posted was juvenile.
Initiating The Processing
So I instantly gravitate to the juvenile Turkey feather & the adult one & think: “Does this mean that mother & daughter will finally be united and the justice scales begin to repair a long overdue injustice?”
“Does this mean that after 13 years, there might be a positive outcome that I had thought at one point was lost in this lifetime?”
As a trauma survivor and as someone who has experienced first hand systemic injustice and oppression, where the systems in place that on the surface were to protect people like myself and my children FAILED miserably.
If I couldn’t trust people nor myself back then, then who or what do I trust do I trust NOW?
This is where I learned the power of the pause where we can access the clarity, wisdom, and spiritual guidance aka the whispers from the soul that go beyond our logical mind that at times may seem incomprehensible.
SO I did what I have been doing for a long time. I stop. Paused and I went up … into spirit, God, the Universe or whatever divinity calls to you.
Beginning early 2009, I began my relationship with the divine in a new way through signs. I recall the experience as if it were yesterday driving and seeing angels in the sky.
That particular story is too long to share, and I will share that experience with you another time. Let’s just say, it changed my whole trajectory
Receiving signs from the divine have taught me so much since then. The first lesson I got from that initial experience was “Stop, pause and listen for they will guide you”. This was the message I heard from that first time seeing my first sign.
A deep healing needed to happen. The kind I was blinded from seeing at the time due to the protective mother hypervigilance of fight/flee/freeze that resulted in complex post traumatic stress disorder or CPTSD. So I improved my skill sets. Addressed and healed the wounds and continue to do still today. I don’t believe we are ever done. We just get better at addressing and healing them is all.
So yesterday was one of those days. I stopped. I paused. I open the gates to the awareness beyond what my eyes can see, my ears can hear, and my body can sense.
Turkey Medicine
Turkey medicine has so much to offer and has been one of those message bearers that has been with me on/off through this journey.
Turkey are most known symbolically associated with abundance and reflect an energy of sharing.
Turkey has been showing up STRONG since right before I found out what happened with my family. I guess time will reveal itself these truths soon enough.
I’ve learned to NOT expect an absolute truth over the years, but more of a process like putting pieces to a larger puzzle together for a different picture than maybe originally thought.
Turkey is sometimes called the earth eagle with rooted connections to our great Mother, inner vision and the 12mo cycles and is one of the most adaptable birds.
It also reminds me of a very powerful PBS documentary I watched a few years ago called “My Life As A Turkey”
And finally, some indigenous mythologies talk about how Turkey can fight off evil spirits. Hmmmmm I wonder if this is what I need to listen to. The sitting. Pausing. Allowing. Processing will reveal when it is time what is needed to be known.
This is not something we can force, but align with and allow the flow of the process to commence in a sacred partnership.
Eagle Medicine on 9/18/20 a Master 22 Number in Numerology post new moon
The Eagle & The Master 22 Number
This morning as I woke up writing about this experience, I lost track of time, and was late to our FB LIVE event.
What I discovered was today is a master 22 number in numerology with eagle as the spiritual medicine.
The 22 is one of three master numbers in numerology that is about uniting the spiritual world with the material world in a four year in numerology – a number holding true to its energy as a “work” year balancing the egoic mind with the spirit – in a ninth month on the sixth day.
How Does It All Tie In Together?
ALL SIGNS if read like a sentence that says to continue to build and work on the relationship with spirit side of you. That all those things that have been surfacing for you this year from either a past trauma, generational link, karmic tie, past life experience will be closing this chapter soon.
As the eagle showed us this morning, there are no obstacles, only opportunities. The eagle does not need to fly into the storm. It can fly above the storm.
As we move forward, we need to be in conscious partnership with spirit on equal footing as things continue to amp up. The veils are thin right now which is giving us a prime opportunity to co-create with the divine.
These so called signs are an indication and invitation from spiritual world to embrace the courage that will help us choose the kind of freedom we are actually seeking.
I get it …. of coarse we do not have time, enough sleep or enough money …. we never will. If the time is NOT now with the earth literally burning, the waters polluted, nature poisoned by humans, the masses of folks enraged … then when?
Remember turkey is the the earth eagle that helps us stay grounded in the material world reminding us of the abundance that is coming. The eagle can soar the skies while seeing the smallest detail with precision without losing track of the larger picture.
This new moon was a doozy, but with the pause and silencing the mind, I got a clearer direction and validation that the choices made so far were the correct ones.
Happy New Year. This is a time of year where I pause. I unplug. I go within. I listen. I process the lessons of 2019 & the past decade while acknowledging the gifts & blessings received.
I ask the divine within me what 2020 & the next decade asks of me moving forward. I feel into the blessings & the chaos. I allow the wisdom from my ancestors & divine team to be openly received.
One thing I have learned over time is that change is constant in the grand scheme of the Universe and 2019 was a BIG year for change and transformation to prepare us for a powerful punch in 2020. Are you ready?
Laura in Rome, Italy September 2019
In This Post:
A Refection
What 2019 Taught Us – There are many, but I focus on three,
Why spiritual bypassing our way through life will no longer work being an addictive crutch moving forward,
3 Things To Know About the 2020 Energies moving forward,
What it All Means
A Reflection
A Roman burial site; San Gemini, Italy; Sept 2019
I DON’T do resolutions. Do you? Instead, I reflect.
As I sit here reflecting on the past year and decade, I realize that I would not be here without YOU. So, I thank you for supporting me in this journey of mine which transitioned into a business on its own over the years with 2 simple things in mind:
How do I fix the broken me and restore wholeness in my life
and the desire to help others in their path especially those without a voice, abused, neglected or facing end of life.
Vancouver, Canada 2019; Jikiden Reiki Congress
It has taken me 3 weeks to formulate what I was going to say and how – well maybe longer as my prep started in November.
There is SOOOOOO much happening energetically at rapid rates that I found myself challenged with putting together all I know in a format simple enough and easy enough for you to follow, grasp, and possibly align with.
I was chuckling this week with some of my clients on how the Universe does NOT know it is a new year, new decade, and by gosh I gotta have my newsletter and forecast done by January 1st.
I have learned to pause and wait for the alignment of flow to show up.
Into the ancient forest I went. Lost my mind & found my soul in Canada 2019
This time last year (November 2018 – January 2019), I posted many energy updates including a video stating how the energies then were about to “disrupt”, shift and shake the paradigm.
This was a massive shift from old belief systems and patterning to a new more aligned one. Many of us resisted and others aligned.
The year 2019 was clearly about with all the intertwining lessons and growth in between while learning how to navigate the flow of change.
Click here to check out my post on “What 2018 Taught Us, the Energy Forecast Heading Into 2019, and 6 Tips to Guide You in 2019”. It might help you understand things a bit more moving forward.
So what did 2019 teach us and what is in store for 2020? Here is my review and guide.
What 2019 Taught Us
Last year was a THREE year in numerology where we witnessed the past, present, and future colliding – personal stuff, generational, karmic, and past life – all coming to a head.
It’s wakey wakey time.
No more being asleep. We can no longer run away or seek out the easier route,
because the easier route is to move into the path your soul came here to do and
be.
There are many lessons taught in 2019, but I focus on three. The video will go into details, but here is a quick synopsis.
One of the first things we learned in 2019 is that NOT everything can be explained literally, materially, or physically in the egoic dominated material world.
Secondly, when we can step away from “the story” created by the egoic mind, we can understand our triggers are mere clues on the treasure map within us and can empower us beyond our expectations.
Thirdly, spiritually bypassing our way through life is no longer working. We can not afford to spiritual bypass our way through life like an addictive crutch moving forward. Doing the required inner work can no longer be shoved under a carpet and ignored.
In 2019:
We cleared out old outdated beliefs and patterns to make way for the new.
We connected deeper with our inner spirit aka divine aka soul
We were forced to do our inner work to allow for the opportunities to reveal themselves
We reconnected with all things divine.
We have been returning to the sacred ancient teachings.
We stepped away from ego or at least understood where ego’s place should reside.
We awakened to the collective
We integrated our shadows with our light
Why spiritual bypassing our way through life will no longer work.
In this segment, I will elaborate more on spiritual bypassing because I am aware that many of us either do not know what it is or we have a misconception of what it is.
So, I will address:
What is spiritual bypassing?
Examples of what spiritual bypassing looks like
When do we engage in spiritual bypass?
3 Things To Know About the 2020 Energies moving forward
Our culture is uncomfortable with pain, grief, and other negative feelings, wanting to only discuss or address these things if they are more sanitized pleasant emotions.
This casts shame on grief, anger, and other less pleasant emotions, casting them into the shadows. If we never shine a light down there, these shadows can fester like an unhealed open wound, and the denial mechanisms around them become more and more desperate.
Moving into the 2020
energies, the idea of Spiritually bypassing your way through life will not help
anymore for any one of us. Trading one feel good addiction for another is more
harmful than good.
We are stewards of
this Great Mother and stewards is where we must return our priorities. It is
our collective sacred duty.
2020 will create remarkable opportunities for us
to move FORWARD with diligence and courage. Depending upon our actual birthdate, how and
when these changes takes place is different for every one of us.
With full commitment and conscious engagement, we
can open doors to immense success, happiness, and financial flow in your life
in 2020.
Think of 2020 as the year of ACCOMPLISHMENT —
making your dreams real. But that’s just part of the story…
So moving forward, consider these three aspects:
Space weather including cosmic rays, solar cycles, and earth’s changing poles.
2020 being a FOUR year in numerology
Addressing the shadows within – checking in vs checking out. Leading with vs ignoring the spirit within.
What it All Means
It means we stand in our truth unapologetic. We speak out for those who do not have a voice. We call out and address predatory behavior infiltrating sacred safe spaces and protect those preyed upon by predators. It means we do not stay silent.
It means we change the way we live and address simple things we can do NOW.
It means we do the hard inner work that is required of us.
As an empath, healer, intuitive, and trauma specialist we will continue to see unresolved trauma surface – personal, generational, karmic, and past life. The ideas around power, control, manipulation will continue to be “seen”.
We continue to come face to face with our shadows. The more we surrender the stories of the egoic mind and into the flow of our intuitive soulful self continues to rise.
Finally, this is election year, the Universe is asking us to VOTE with our conscious NOT by party affiliation. Do not let the external world brainwash you, manipulate you, bully you, or intimidate you into swaying from YOUR truth.
What does spirit within you say? Go there. Vote from THAT place.
Let’s take shame out of our unrealistic egoic expectations of BE-ing spiritual by sharing our experiences.
Life is a journey
& lesson for evolution of soul to BE EXPLORED. That exploration continues
into 2020.
THIS … THIS is
multi-layered, multi-faceted. Some of this is individual & some of this is
collective.
It’s a SH*T SHOW. Yes, it is … if we choose to see it this way or we can choose to see what is happening as an opportunity which brings me to a saying someone ones said to me early on my healing path.
What do you choose?
Again, thank you for BE-ing a part of this GRAND experiment called life with me and supporting my work.
With appreciation,
Laura
Resources:
New Moon Energies Dec 2019, 3 Things We Are Learning & 3 Tips to Navigate Through It All; December 27, 2019; Blog Post & YouTube Video
Nov 2018 Energy Updates – Politics, Trauma, Spiritual Bypassing, and more; November 2, 2018, YouTube Video
What 2018 Taught Us, the Energy Forecast Heading Into 2019, and 6 Tips to Guide You in 2019; December 31, 2018, Blog Post
Mid January 2019 Cosmic Energy Updates and What You Need To Know; January 10, 2019; Blog Post with YouTube Link
What January Taught Us and The February Reveals; February 5, 2019; Blog post
Today we chat about these new moon energies, what it all means, 3 things we are learning, & 3 tips to navigate through it all into 2020 & the new decade.
New Moon in Capricorn – What does it mean?
New moons are about new
beginnings and fresh starts in general
This new moon is setting the
stage to prepare us the incoming new year and new decade in #4 year in
numerology.
This is BIG
This is about change,
letting go, and renewal.
Change is a constant in the grand scheme of the Universe and 2019 was a BIG year for change and transformation to prepare us for a powerful 2020. I will go into this in a separate video.
In this video you will learn:
3 things this new moon is teaching us
3 Tips to navigate these energies
Plus, upcoming event updates
Reminders
I do not do astrology and I am NOT an astrologist
I am sensitive to energy
I am a natural born multi-generational psychic medium
I am an amateur cosmology lover as I understand the science and affects of space weather on our very cores.
Today at 12:12
am on 12/12/12 (2019=12), we experienced one shit kicker of a powerful full
moon.
This marks not only the last one of this year, but the last one for this decade and it is on a TRIPLE 12/3 of a day at a 24/6 (12:12am) time.
In this video update, I will share with you what is going on:
12 meaning
karma
translation in numerology 1, 2, 3
links to 3 major scientists: Tesla, Pythagoras, and Isaac Newton
relations in tarot – The Hanged Man, The Magician, The High Priestess, and The Empress
what it all means
The take-a-ways for today, this year, and this decade
For more information about the upcoming women’s retreat on January 12th 2020 or to register, click here. The focus will be on the numerology forecast as I mentioned in the video as well as connecting to the ancestors for wisdom and healing.
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A deep healing needed to happen. The kind I was blinded from seeing at the time due to the protective mother hypervigilance of fight/flee/freeze that resulted in complex post traumatic stress disorder or CPTSD. So I improved my skill sets. Addressed and healed the wounds and continue to do still today. I don’t believe we are ever done. We just get better at addressing and healing them is all.
Turkey Medicine
